Message...

So, where do I start? I would say the beginning, but in my current state I really do not know what that is. It did not take me very long growing up to know what I wanted to  do with my life. It seemed like writing was my calling. Being forced to participate in an essay contest in the 5th grade showed me that being a little more advanced than my peers may have brought me some of the ugliest forms of ridicule and bullying, but it also gave me a path to walk on and stick to. I honestly have not written the way I used to in years. My attempts have felt meaningless and I based that mostly on the acceptance of others.

This message is in light of my hiatus from the radio show Cocoa Butta with WFNU 94.1 FM Frogtown Community Radio, my lack of blogging, and my decreasing participation in a social setting. Working a regular 9 to 5 has been the most miserable yet knowledgeable experience I have ever had. I am only 26 and I have been in the job market over ten years.  Work took over my time and energy for passion and to this day I have struggled with motivation, drive, creativity, and content. I want to do more. I need to do more.

 The words we speak and write are the most inexpensive tools we have on this Earth to give true meaning to living instead of existing. It is my hope that this message gets to someone that is in a rut, has a road block, or is just going through the motions. When you have something you believe in, no matter how much the world around you changes, keep your dreams and passion alive with the light in your heart. There is so much more to come. See you beautiful people soon!